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hi everybuddy! itz been more than a week since i las update my blog!

MR & MRS KAMIKUMO & SOULFIX WONG's WEDDING
okie Kamikumo is now oredi a week old Mrs Wong le! YOYO! las week went to b her Ah Yee. so funny! we all make soulfix do stupid things if he wanna marry her..muahah.then went to Embargo at nite to chill wif a big group of jie meiz. her dinner was on tuesday. too bad i was too stress n exhausted n running a fever durin her wedding. din hv time n energy n mood to dress up or do anythin. look like siao charbor. boohoo...

BOUT ME
been so bz lately. totally concentrated on my job durin the workin days. full concentration.
was pretty happy during the first week of job cuz my lead praised me tht im workin fast.
but then on the second week my production became slow. i guess i was stil tryin to figure out n get used to how to organise the working files n their way of workin on the projects too. sm files formatting n conversion screw up n delayed my schedule. oso, iv been using quite alot of time to figure out how to troubleshoot sm problems in 3d.
had a meetin on friday. called the Staff Sharing Session.
boring. i hate bosses' toks. it was kinda an orientation for the newbies. but then again. he implemented a fine of $100 per mistake done (fail to meet deadline, screw up network, screw up schedules, etc..). totally unreasonable rite? wif my kinda low pay, iv been working v intensively everymin oredi. he shd appreciate tht, as well as my other colleagues. we'v all been v devoted. n if i were to fall sick due to too much work, iv gotta take a no pay leave n on top of tht, iv gotta fork out my own money for medical fees as there wun b any medical claim. n now he'z tryin to tell us if we make a mistake he'z gonna fine us?
okie anyway i noe the politics there sucks but il juz do my work n fug care the world as much as i can control.
my colleagues r fine. i wun say for all. but at least the gals r great. my lead is nice tho. count myslf lucky.
juz hope my production keeps improving n i get to do other stuffs in the company soon.

tokin bout shoppin..hmm.. i can hardly shop oredi. been taking cabs 4 times to work. opz. shh.. n my cab fare is like one-third of my day's pay lo..hoho.. ok il stop tht. dad's been nice to send me to MRT these few days. love his support. n mom too. she pack my bonjour pandan bread n waterbottle. hoho. i feel like a student. yesterday (sat) met up wif my darling fren to watch SWIMMING POOL. v chim but finally i get the story. went Watson bot $90 worth of stuffs.
-5bottles of GOT2B conditioner
-4tubes of fusain facial wash
-2 types of panadols n gastric tablets n pohchai pills
-2 tubes of meiji gummy chocolates and a pack of chilli tapioca snacks (okie i got auntie taste)
forgot to buy Strepsils Extra Strong n i cant find my white tape Handsaplast

hoho. long blog. break record. HOHOHOH!!! i miss u all. hmm.. awww~~ >:P

no good. i dun like first day. i dun like the first few days in fact.
v boring
din really tok. hp no reception, IE is tooooo toooo lag, cpu no cd rom drive or floppy..cant listen to cd..
canteen food is boring..ppl there v different liddat... v quiet office.
v bored. v stress. tryin to figure out 3Ds max5
i miss everyone in my old company n me hanging out wif frenz
they said i gotta work on saturday
sigh
how to make it to miken's wedding...
*stress*
almost cried
today alot of bad memories in my old relationship haunt me
including the previous few days i hang wif my ex bf's fren
he juz keep tellin me bout my ex. he's a nice guy..juz dunno y keep tellin me...
mebbe he juz wanna make me numb bout it..dunno..
not a nice week. hope things gets well.

FRIDAY
went bk office today. sigh. i miss my company esp my bunch of really close wonderful colleagues. they r a great bunch to start wif. they got me farewell card wif wonderful cute illustrations n wishes, hello kitty glitter mascara (man they noe wat i like), n oso Pirates of the Carribean Orlando Bloom postcard fr my darling Shirli! il miss u all very very much!
so i bot them GLOOMY BEAR keychains! Boss got a real cool black one! o man. everyone is jealous. i threaten him to hang in his car. den he forgot n hope i din realise. but too bad.. i DID!
MUAHAHA! i got my pay. v glad tht my colleagues helped me fight for it n i got in cash. tho not all the pay but at least i got safe cash n not a cheque man. once again, DARLING COLLEAGUEZ, IL REALLY MISS U ALL ALOT! DO KEEP IN TOUCH!
okie so i went to Maya Launch. boss send us there. VERY COOL EFX MAN! I LOVE MAYA!
won myslf a watch. hee. food is great too!
Auranoir was there too. then he attracted a guy.. hahah! freak him man
b4 the maya @ embassy, i saw a guy wif pierced lip. OW! COOL DUDE! I LIKE! so i keep pestering auranoir to do it. but the price is too ex so we walk off..then no more excitement le.
Cloverz was there too! but she oso din go pierce her ear in the end too. she wan more professional skills mah. more safe.
too much to write so i shall juz end here
cuz actually therez quite alot happen on friday. hmm..sm how..hmm..
o ya, THanks Auranoir cum Maniac Butcher! Thanks for helping me carry my thingz! *BOW*

HELLO EVERYBUDDY!
sorry tht il b bz wif alot of thingz & cant catch up wif u guys. lately therez sm heavy budget problem.
pretty bz lately oso. but as long as i hv time to free n wanna chill il join u guys ya? Thanks
Hope u all understand n support me in my career okie baby? (n_n)v

Friday 05 Sept
10am: Goin Office collect cheque (hope itz ready n dun bounce), n Hand Over
*go bank in cheque. if therz time, go buy sm thingz n shop for apparel for wedding
*chase for freelance cheques
3~7pm: Maya 5.0 Launch @ Embassy Club
815pm: Cell Group

Saturday 06 Sept
*Pack room for extra thingz i brought bk fr old office
*Learn 3D Studio Max 5 (urgh! i scared! itz for new company)
*Shop? (mebbe. got urgent shopping list to clear)
730pm: Go Church (err..mebbe..hee..wil try la God)
*Aura's place Booze (if got time la)

Sunday 07 Sept
*Visit Granny
*Learn 3D Studio Max
*Rest as much as i can n sleep EARLY! (sian ar!!)

Monday 08 Sept
*1ST DAY AT NEW COMPANY! SIAN AR!!!

Peeple..no more late nite icq... no more!! im soooo sadddd..... pls do not forget bout me..il b offline, thinkin n dreaming of u all in my dreams while im sleepin..
~dun wan man..im so sad..i like to slack...but i can slack no morrr~
(T - T) . . . . .

orh man..orlando bloom is sooooooOOooOOOooooOOOoOOOo!!!! CUTE!!!!!
cannot stand it man. i almost died in my seat today when watching PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!
guyz, if u hvnt cot tht movie, GO MAN! their 3D ROX! kewL! compositing skills is oso almost flawless. All Thumbz UP!
wonder how much they pay for the CGz n wch CG company is tht..hmm! okie wil go research on it!
was doin my freelance las nite. or shd i say, 5am til 130pm today. not bad la. get to earn 200bucks. but wonder if my client wil pay me anot tho... u noe..freelance pay day is like no expiry date liddat
so tired. went to sleep aft my lunch (instant nood..boohoo) n then wake up at 6pm. mom woke me up n asked me wat time is my movie (7.15pm). n when i woke up i din rem tht at all. instead, i was frustrated n asked mom wad she tokin bout. man! so i rushed dwn to the movie.
v tired now. tomoro goin dwn to office at 10am n then goin for a Maya 5.0 Launch at Embassy Club. man then wad m i suppose to do in the aftnn b4 the launch.... fedup
anyway wasnt in a good mood lately. pms. so ya, so sorry. wil hv moodswing. wil try n control my temper. but most of the time, il hv sudden sianness. opz. paiseh bout tht peeple!

juz ended my 2 hours (230~430am) call wif my fren Berserk. sigh* din break our earlier record the other day. tht time was err.. 11~230am, 3+1/2 hours. how come it seems much longer tht time..hmm..
was using my hp on my left ear for 1hour plus, n then the rite ear (cuz my left head pain)..so i guess i got my left brain 80% toasted n my right brain 20%. no wonder my brainy r not workin well..
then so bad..told Deguassa tht il b bk to online n chat in the end i duah'ded him..den he go tok to my computer room's air..ops. sorlee sorlee..
today din go to work (today as in 02Sept) cuz no money to go to work le. sigh* it feelz useless to stay home n too free actually. mebbe im used to being an office zombie le. not tht im workaholic, but im used to go to work oredi, tho i keep making noises tht i wanna go home when im at work..hoho.. okie im a CHARBOR wad! i wanna grumble 24 hours mah! go work grumble wanna go home, stay home wanna grumble tht i wanna go out...
okie pardon my my nonsense. im right now blogging wif an 80% toasted left brain. abit pain..hoho
stayed whole day at home. Berserk asked to go gym but i din go. v lazy n i wanna save up. Rave, AcesAttic and Teriyucki asked me out too but i din go either. need to severly cut dwn on my spending. got frenz birthdays n celebrations n wedding gifts n dresses n shoes to get for her wedding. so need to save alot on the rest. wad to do..not paid. GROWL
colleague sms me to ask if im really not goin bk n i replied tht i really hv no money to go to work anymore. v sad truth.
so now juz hope my boss pays me this week lo. pray hard man.
Aura said he goin to pierce his chin. wonder if he really gonna do it. lets see. mebbe go do it on Thurs! i'd love to see ppl pierce chin too. *VERY EXCITING!* most piercing excitez me. it started off wif ears. i love to see ppl pierce ears. n i love to pierce ears too. sadly, there r sm pain tht i like to enjoy. n to b honest, most of my piercings r done when im not feeling well emotionally. almost all actually. mebbe dats y i like the "pain" in tht way. it takes sm pain off my innerself. but of cuz, sm more rare piercings does make me nervous n worried. juz like my navel n soft bone piercing (upper ear). but i stil did it. so if u guys wanna check out the pain degree for those area, ask me lo. navel mgt sound gross, but itz really okie one. if my navel piercing heals n closes, il redo it again. so dun worry ya? navel piercing is safe.

AHAHAH! was so fedup today n Mish dedicated this song to me. she made me had a good luff today for the first time. really a good entertainer. she duzzen speak much to me but when she duz, she really noez how to make me wear tht smile! oo! gonna really miss her n my whole bunch of wonderful colleaguez. iv been so bonded to my company. itz really upsetting to leave.
Today is the 1st day of Sept. n i hvnt gotten my pay for Aug, n my boss stil owez me 1k+ of my June'z payment. was running real dry n prayed hard to get my payment today. obviously, i dint.
itz driving me real mad. n if he duzzen pay me, i really cant afford to pay for my daily expenses to work each day anymore. i mean, i need the extra cash for my new job. n now tht my savings is near to bankrupt, it really boils my blood.
i dun hv to b like this. workin as a 3d animator n a dai-ee-long at the same time. sigh*
hv oredi given my boss enuf face. i told him tht he cld juz slowly payback the previous few mths pay (earlier this yr) at his own pace, but i really need my aug n june payment in to pull thru my sept. n for tht, we discussed n i offered to giv up my leave to complete his big project b4 i leave. this new proj requires me to work on Maya, n has to b completed in a week b4 i leave (tht is not v possible cuz i dun even noe how to use Maya), n taking no break b4 i start on my hectic new job. oredi planned to make the sacrifice if im a lil appreciated. i wanna leave this company happy, not ugly. n iv oredi pushed my limit n always tryin not to snap. but it seemz, itz really not worth the sacrifice anymore. i hv my limits too. y shd i lie tht low.
to make situations fall back to most basic, job=work+get paid. simple enuf.
life seemz gettin more n more tough, or m i juz not qualified to meet the challenges?
the new cpf pay cut situation is gonna even stress on my income. pathetic. cant imagine if im married wif kids..
anyway i dun think il wanna hv kids. their crying drivez me mad.
enuf problems. juz wanna concentrate on me, myslf, my family, my frenz n God. i really cant afford to make further commitmentz.
God Bless Us All

today went to do flag in the early noon for my church charity community. then got one old man he say "i dun hv money. i hv no job! Goh Chok Tong got!" ( ',' *) huh! siao one...
then another one youngster mad.. give donate n then asked me if im a MalaY!
HAIYER! SO SAD! He bluddy lookz Malay ( he'z chinese ) duzzen mean everyone is like him okiez! RITE ANOT? SHITTY! i hate guys!

den later tht i went to KFC at Kallang! hvnt been there since im stil a very small gall... i think..scully i din go there b4..
WAH! BIG MAN! I LIKE! REFILLABLE DRINKS! n KFC! my FAV FINGER LICKING GOOD FASTFOOD! YUMMY! best reward of the day!
den went out. saw Mr Kernal. so long nva seen him he stil looks unwrinkled..heheeh! then i popped my head in btwn his two hands... wish i hv a cam! i love to take stupid photos!

Went to parkway n shop later tht.. and when i realised my account balance is sooo little i think of my boss..n i start to boil mad again. !!@#$^&%(*&^!!!!! URGH! i hate guys!

o ya..hehee.. i went chameleon at parkway too... the accessory shop. v malaysia lookin one. hahaha! quite a few cool cheap things to buy fr there. cant resist it. lately im into Obiangly Funky Fashion. i dunno y. mebbe im turning old..hoho!

later tht took the giddy dizzy 135 home..gotta past the circuit rd. man i hate bus-sing there. the bus wil go round n round n then jerk n stop n go round n round n aft many rounds ul get out of tht estate..hmm >:(
n den n den.. aft tht when i reached my place's bustop, gotta walk quite a distance home.. n then a puppy ran out fr sm one's gate..n then i was so frightened by it.. walk back.. dare not continue to walk home.. MAN IM SCARED OF DOGS! tho tht one quite cute la. but the teeth horrible man..i dun wanna get dog's fangs tattoo on my legs man.. i dun wan..

okie toopid maniac butcher asked me to go see my comments..n then lead me to go see his everyonesconnected..yucky man! exposed human being! he loves to show his INNER-SELF man! o man! yikes man! he needs a doctor. Seanny, go treat your Janny well man!
okie quite tired. i din noe Mr Kachuak has drive everyone crazy lately! HOHOHO! Mr Kachuak Rulez!
*KABOM!* oopz! my balcony door juz slammed shut loud. mus b cuz i speak of the devil... ( ^ Maniac Butcher)
Teri pierced her ears again!! DATZ MY GURL BABY! check her out man baby!

yesh! ahah! all said in my title!
okokie anyway today is oso my KACHUAK day again! was drinkin soup n wanted to eat lortee..but got one siao qiang run here run there my daddy go spray baygon but dunno where it went..behind my piano i think
so i hv to giv up eating the lortee
lucky i abit more brave. not tht tht scared of kachuak (tho i super scared stil), i managed to remain calm n drink my soup, walk past the piano n to my kitchen to wash the bowls n boil the remaining soup
im now tokin to u guys wif an empty stomach.. i wan bonjour pandan bread! i wan mah.. i wan....
hurgh..sob* (; _ ;) <-- this is my new facial expression..itz two small eyez tearing..wif the tear abit tilted at the ends...

IM HUNGREE! NO SUPPER TONITE! SIAO QIANG GO DIE!! GO DIEEE!!!

as u all can see..the comments thing is gone temperory... y? cuz i itchy..wanna change template..then change oni, all the comments gone...then change back same template oso stil liddat..i noe it dussen work but I JUZ DO IT! CUZ I FEEL BAAADDD!! WANNA FOOL MYSLF THT IT'L WORK!
(T-T) boohoooooooO!!!!

lately hv been v v lazy. haha. okie go see the my pics link. teri shot me n hairlessbear wif our retro head! HAHAAH
went to help hairlessbear wif her wedding preparation. was fun! n her maid make v v nice spaghettI! NICE DINNER! THANKS MIKEN! her recipe..she say one la. miken is v cool man! anything everything oso noes. im juz too lazy.. hahha!

okokie lately life has been tooo tooo peaceful. warm sunlight in the day, rainy nitez. cool.. v good for lazing..YESH! v good for lazing
hv been so lazy lately. go to work v v late. again, no motivation to work.. my body goes to work but my soul is on leave kinda situation.

HK Drama on SCV at 1035pm "an awakening story" is v v nice! hv been tryin to go home early to watch tht n get as much rest as i can b4 my new job starts. kinda scared but lookin fwd to it. v excited to see my skills in half a yr time!

GOD BLESS ME!

okie i hv lotsa mails. in one therez 95 unread. in the other one is 19. both yahoo..not to mention the other company mail n others.. lucky my company one is nuttin much.

went Centro last nite. BAD
i made a scene.. felt v bad bout it. din behave myslf well..
Auranoir was irritating me n i was fedup so i grabbed the ice fr my glass n throw at him
then aft tht his fren passed me his glass of ice n i intended to empty the entire glass in his collar... BUT!!! i was half drunk. cant control my grip n it fell n hit his ear, n the glass broke on the bar's bench.. in front of the bartender. then the bartender shouted at me n the other one blowed his whistle. i apologised but was too stunned n not sober enuf to noe wat i was doin. so i juz stone there. Auranoir oso kena trumatised..thot i hated him so much to the extend tht i "threw the glass at his face".. wch.. i din lo! i not so violent..
anyway it affected the rest of the chionging..i was awoken by the shock tht i did.
but apart fr the NUS Arts Faculty event held, other stuffs was fun. the music oso not bad la. too bad i wasnt in the mood anymore.
im so clumsy.. n i think im v bad to Aura. poured cupcorn on him, made him to pierce ear but in the end almost duah him..then throw the glass at him accidentally.. man! sssh!!
Teriyucki was drunk man! HAHA! i had a lil difficulty holdin onto her. then the guys dun help me sm more! BISH!
later tht we took pics of Aura wif his black painted nails! AHAH! jie mei! Teri shot it. ask fr her!
o ya! by the way! Teri pierced her ears! GO TAKE A LOOK!
this week is a pierce ear week. Mish, me, aura, teri got ourslf pierce man! im goin bk for more! *check out Deguassa's blog*
anyway, the chick there v cute. so guys, if wanna see her mebbe follow me on the nx piercing trip ya?!

so sian peeple... i hate to come to office
im really totally not interested in coming to this current company to work anymore
totally not motivated oredi. i need a break but according the the schedules..i cant
v lazy. no patience to work on my proj. research is boring. company too poor. if i buy the stuffs i need for proj, hardly anychance i get the claim bk
so il hv to go online n search for pics instead. SIAN! liddat how to do good stuff? sure my work wil look bad one wad! can u imagine? a design company wifout any graphic books! WDF!
sad. so ya lo il hv to bear wif it
later goin for movie. so far im not excited tho. gonna watch A Tale of Two Sisters
i wanna deng choo koonz time! I WAAAAAAANNNNN I DUN CARE!!! but cannot..

I HATE PEST!
can u believe it? i juz wanna bathe
n i see one cricket outside my bedroom
then i spray n went dwnstairs for shower
moment i turn on lights oni big scary lizard run away fr me on my dining table! den when i wanna pomz, a centipede crawled into a lil crack on the side of the wall! WAD IS DIS! WHO DA DARN HELL OPENED THE PANDORA'S BOX! FUG!
grr..anyway today v good. went out wif Litin dar dar! got free tickets to movie Medallion! but the show not nice..so peeple do go watch baby!
okie the pest inspired me to update my blog
b4 the pests attack, i was on phone wif a fren. we started tokin cuz he sms me during movie, so i called him bk later tht. it was ard near 11pm when i parted wif Litin. then i ran to catch my bus while i was on phone wif him. n den the conversation keeps on goin til 230am, my dad cannot take it come n scold me.. then i quickly hang.. aiya! if not we can tok longer man! i wanna see how long i can tahan cuz hvnt been chattin continuously on phone for so long wif so many things to tok bout man baby! but i admit la..i tok half way i was so hungree i wanted to faint..so i quickly grab sm bread n eat quietly while i listen to my fren tok.
anyway itz v late liao. i dunno man. i seems to sleep later n later. damn..shd betta go work early.but then again, i dun think i can!
seeya darling. i go blow my hair n then kooning liao!

hope u guys had a wonderful rest! thankkew peeple for dreaming of me n makin me your dreeeeemgurllll! yay baby yay!

today suppose to go out wif clover
but later she cant make it so i was askin ard for directions n help to get my AudioTechnica Headphones n o! v lucky i got Litin Ck n Jason to go
n grr! i thot therez bus 14 fr my office n waited for smtime n realise itz sala! then i called up jason n ask him y he dint tell me therez no bus 14 when i told him im takin tht to parkway
n then i said im goin to take a cab dwn to meet litin n ck cuz late le
n then he told me to pick him up at fareast... so i asked him if Far East is on the way fr Prinsep to Parkway (n i think really not along the way lo).. but he replied tht IT IS!! GUYS! CONMAN! BEWARE!
n then later i go pick him up fr fareast n asked the driver n he told me it is NOT lo
so i wanna bishy bishy him manz! but he so big size..wait kill me wif one finger...
n so we reach Parkway Best Denki n MY HEADPHONE IS OUT OF STOCK!
grr..wanted to bang my head on floor
welll.. anyway Jason oso told me my BLOG IS THE BORING'EST! n to add on, TOSHIYA oso say tht! GRR!
>:*\
i siansi sianbo wad..tmd... ppl no mood leh! eleetating! i charbor leh! tho i abit darbor but b nice wad! bruddy hewl.. toopid guys..
LOL*

was pissed juz now wif mom
but later okie le
today i shop alot
err..okie i lazy to write much
cuz iv been typing alot previously in icq
hahah
babys mern! u all shd noe! AHHAAH